My Introspection

Something sometimes comes strongly in thoughts, mind and soul....Today i have made a dceision to avoid chewing tobacco, gutkhas, parags and pan masalas.I hope i can stick to my decision and enjoy the moments in their absence..I might panic, get uneasy in their absence but it might not be more panic than forbidding her. Lets see a new chapter of my life ..how it goes ahead as it had become my rituals since last 10 years.... I have confidence, strength to overcome all the situation in their absence...Miss U guys.....Hope not to see u again...Every year i keep on sacrificing which never lasts with me.Thinking what will be my next introspection................still cant anticipate.

किन यस्तो भएको ?

I feel like my country has become a failed state...Neither a single person of a community are secured..City seems to be like a jungle where we need to be aware of wild attacks... I dont know why this is happening here... I dont feel like staying in my own country..Quite frustated due to the present situation of my country NEPAL.....

Feeling Nostalgic!!!!!!

After a long time, i have again sat down to write down on this wall. Life is very uncertain and every day seems to be full of uncertanity. I was in Singapore last year in this time , was in a different atmosphere than today. I had not thought i could get so many things here that i missed there and m missing a lot of things here that i used to get there. So sometime i think y m getting so much unsatisified..... The one most thing m missing here is my friends, my colleagues in Singapore. Mr.David my tenant and his old mum is the person whom i miss a lot.... Sometime when i remember my days in Singapore, I everytime come through my office where i used to work CNA ... Mr. Philip Lee my god father in Singapore, Chris Lee who considered my capability for nearly 3 years and Angela Lau who supported me a lot... Lawerence Wong my most admirable dude . Eugene a fantastic guy ... whose working spirit still awakes me ..... Sharon a very hard working gal and aunties Lisa and Rose...& fascinating Emz tooo... Apart from these, I cant forget two bros Wayne and Mavet... Beyond this, I miss my living environment in Little India.. Everyday hanging around in Tekka Market drinking with friends of David used to be an interesting moment which i havenot been able to get it here...I miss my mates in the house of Tekka, miss the drinking parties we used to arrange and the happy environment we used to be in... The late night life in Boat Quay, hanging around in Mustafa makes me rethink whether i can get those days back in my life or not...? The only thing i was fed up with while staying in SIngapore was the stress of my work.... I dont want to explain it here how much i used to be stressed ... I have got rid of that situation once i came back to Nepal...which is the only means of satisfaction being here. Being with family is a more positive aspect of leaving Singapore....

Whatever be the consequences of leaving Singapore and whatever people think about me... onething i can proudly say is that i tried my best upto my potential.. If i have hurt anybody unknowingly , i beg a pardon for them ... If someone wants to remember me can simply write to me....

But the most striking thing is that sometime i feel very Nostalgic....revolves a lot of things so want to say FEELING NOSTALGIC.......

Why I feel like this????

I am quite surprised why i feel like not going to Nepal in this holiday also... May be its due to the political and environmental situtaion there or the atmosphere in my room in Singapore now a days.... I tell you , its quite surprising that we play cards until 5 am in the mornining and wake up in the morning at 9 am to go to work... Its always interesting for me to play cards specially callbreak wow ...... minus lana kati maja auuchha..... .

I am not sure whether i will go to Nepal or not although I am thinking to go back within this week.... after 3 years of stay very far away from home....

Counting on days to leave SINGAPORE........

Singlish

After a long time i am again posting few worlds in this blog. I have spoiled my english and has become fluent in speaking Singlish. Its the singapore version of english.... When i speak singlish here people wont know that my mother tongue is not singlish now you imagine how much i have been successful in laerning singlish. My friends you all will definitley hear me speaking singlish whenever i meet you. It will be a nice fun and intersting to listen for you all.....
okie lah.....

Struggle ! Struggle!! Struggle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A beautiful , clean and organised city.... Singapore can b branded as all those 3 words. Its clean, well organised and beautiful. No violence, no racism , no discrimination thats the best aspect of this tiny nation....As a experience of staying for 3 years nearly, i have not faced any consequences that would have demoralized my stay here... thats why i havenot been able to go back to my country once also... I know i surely miss this palce a lot ...
But, the life is quite complicated here, being a small city nation , the worse part is the work here... The life is very fast and work has to be done in a fast pace otherwise you would be lagging far behind from your rivals. The result you know very well.... lousy la.
I have been trying my best to prove myslef that i am not lousy... not slow .... ha ha but still i have the blood of my nation always late in appointments and meetings nepali ko jaat kya 2 -4 minute ta late bhai halcha ni.

HOW is dat??????????